'how I crave your smile'

this morning was shocking. yet amazing.

let's skip the shocking part.

I was just arrived at school this morning, lagi mau ke loker when suddenly someone came to me. yesterday afternoon I met him when he was gonna pray. I've never seen him this stress.

he just broke up with his girlfriend. It's been 4 days but mending a broken heart is not easy. he's been crying everyday, skipped breakfast, lunch, dinner. worse, he has senior thesis due today.

he thought she didnt love her because she now gets pretty close with someone else.

'ternyata dia sayang sama gw, itu yang buat gw nyesel'

well, regret always comes late, rite? what can you do.

he didnt give up. he asked her again untuk balikan yesterday after lunch but she needed time until today and we'll know the answer.

and so this man walk to me this morning. 'zar, I know something'

then he told me he's discovered that yes her girlfriend is now with someone else. not in a relationship but..if you get what I mean...

he cried. and instead of working on his thesis, he ride his bike from his house to hers. trust me, that is far. he told me that now he feels more relax dan lega because he know the truth how upset she is and he's ready to accept whatever the answer is.

well for some people maybe this is cliche, or stupid. but knowing this man, who was standing in front of me, holding his tears, telling me how hard he tried, that's just amazing.

I always believe quite people are infact, romantic. he, the one I love, is also one of those. well actually one of a kind hahaha. I remember that birthday box, the love letter, the cheers, everything.

well, quite a morning.

now, work on senior thesis.

oh, and a quote I remember he told me after he arrived at her house.

'aku ga minta dikasihanin, aku ngelakuin ini karena keinginanku sendiri untuk nunjukin seberapa sayang aku sama kamu.

and how I crave your smile.'