feels like insomnia

let's open this post with some facts:

1. I cannot wake up late, means 6 is the latest. up to 6? not good.

2. everytime (well almost everytime) I sleep before 12, I'll wake up at 3am.

elaborate please?

so, we go with number 1 first. sounds good. wake up early? isnt that perfect? what perfect? the problem is that...I wake up early though how late I sleep.

proof?

I spent a night at syara's after new years eve. after some chit chats we slept at 4a, and I woke up at 7am =___= I tried to sleep but..no, this mind wouldnt back to dreamland. ga kerasa kali ya keasikan ngobrol bo tau2 uda jam 4 aja 0.0

last nite, same thing happened. I slept at 3am, and woke up at 6am. but for different reason. I had a quick rest and just woke up at 5pm. effect? I stayed up all night. lesson learned : no late afternoon rest.

number two, lately that's what happened lately. there were times I felt pretty tired so I decided or....I fell asleep earlier. around 8, 9 or 10. effect? I'll awake at 3am. why? I dont know. it just happened.

my sleep time has messed up. I wish I could fix it during holiday, infact begadangnya makin jadiiiii xDDDD

ya sudahlah~

what, 3am already? shiiizzzz I just got up at 4pm, no wonder!