I don’t know why I’m being weirder lately. Well I don’t know if we can consider this as weird; well just say it ‘unusual.’

Some of my friends said I’m being more privacy. I admit that yes I’m being more privacy..in some way. But when even your friends realize that you’re being more privacy isn’t that mean TOO MUCH. I’m going too far and too much in keeping things but yes somehow I want everything to be only between me…and me. Sounds not good.

Experience maybe, or longing for someone can be trusted, best friend, someone who can truly listen to what I said, accept me in any condition, who not only know my WHAT but also my WHY. It’s been a long time since I had someone I trust the most. I trust her, she trusted me.

But is that necessary to have a best friend? How do you define best friend? Can you count someone as your best friend when he or she has someone they trust more than you?