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Once I try to smile,
When you ask me to

Once I try to laugh,
When you even make me for jokes

Once my heart beats,
When you're whispering 'those words'

Once I feel touch,
When you keep whoop me on.

Once I think sweet,
When you say goodnight,sweet dream.

Once I feel high,
When you call me with 'those names'

Once I need you,
Is everytime,cause I like you're being around.

Once I feel happy,
When you share about yourself.

Once I feel scared,
When you start to frighten me

Once I hold my breath,
When you call my name

Once my mind's imaginating,
When you said your desire.

Once I'm trembling,
For phone calls.

Once I'm crumbling,
When you're ignoring me.

Once I feel angered,
When you keep saying that you'll wait.

And,

Once I wanna cry,
Everytime,realize I'm feeling this way

'Cause I'm afraid of dissapointing you
What if it's just for now? What if your feeling just same as what you'd felt before to any other?

Realize,now I'm depending on you. Stay awake, demanding your phone call, how you treat me as a girl which sometimes too sweet.

Hahaha,it's too much,isn't it. what am I writing for?? Hha,just forget it.

Now,
It's just 3 of 3.
We'll never know what the future will be.